When I think of you, I try to smile - 

Even when the tears come, I see your smile in my mind -

When I close my eyes, I see your smile - feel your touch

Imagine my disappointment when I open them and your not there. 

I'm working hard to not let the day of your death be the thing that keeps me from thinking about your life and the happy memories I have of us together. 

I love you more ❤