You never know what will let you down - who will let you down...

One thing I have learned on this journey is the true unpredictability of people.  People I thought that would be here with me and for me forever - like my sister - have disappeared from my life.  People that I wasn't sure even knew I was alive before have stepped in and taken over residence in my life - holding me up when I cannot stand on my own two feet. 

When Tash died, I didn't know there would be so many lessons. I didn't know who would stay - who would go - and, who would walk in -

But, the one thing I was always sure of was that my husband always had my back...until now...and it's all changed...and I am so scared I will not be able to change it back...